story of me part 24

hai..hai..haiii...
tawu x kt  mne sye skunkk...
skunk sye brda di unikl business school kg bru...
sye smbung degree di sini.. :D
kt sni sye ambik bachelor in business administration(managment & entrepeneurship)
mse diploma ambik account..sume tnye knpe aq tukar..hihi..
actually sje je nk tukar..lgi pn account aq x leyh bawak..

aq ambik degree nie..ad rse cuak gk taw..first time dtg rse nk nges je...
sbb takot pnye psl..nk lari blek pn ad gk...
tp pk ibu ngn ayh bnyk taruh harapan kt aqq..xkn aq nk sia2 kn..btol x.?
nk x nk aq kne trus kn perjuangan nie..huhu..

mmbe baek aq bnyk bg smngat kt aq..thankz taw sume sbb bg smngat kt aq..
klau korng sume ad ngn aq..nk je aq plok korng..
sbb klau korng x bg smngt..mmg aq dh down giler kot..
degree plak..mne leyh maen2 cm diploma dlu..hmmm

so far..ari nie.. 9/9/2013..
first day msuk klaz..stakat nie sume ok la..xde yg truk lgi..
sbb aq msuk klaz 2..nsib ad mmbe yg aq dh knl..
so xde la nk feel alone sgt kn..hehe..

end for today..very tired now...huhu <3

story of me part 23..

perh...perhh..dh lme giler x update blog..mst ad rmai yg trtnye kn knpe aq x update blog..huhu..bkn ap..mood xde la nk menaip..huahuahuhaua...

u know wht..aq cm x cye aq nk smbung degreee.. ohh my..



nmpk x muke aq yg terkjut 2..mcm x cye weyhh..seriuss..!!
smpai demam2 kot nk smbung degree..
hri nie bru ok ckit..huhu..betapa dasyat nye aura degree..huhu..

actually kn..hmm..aq tkot la nk smbung degree..aq tkot ap yg akn jd kt aq di tgh kota Kuala Lumpur 2..
aq tkot...aq trlalu sosial..klau aq jd cm 2..spe yg aq sedarkan aq..hmmm



serius aq trlalu tkot..2 sbb smpai demam2 nie..mmpu ke aq hadapi sume nie sorang2.????????
1/9/2013..akan bermula hidup aq sbgai seorang pelajar degree di unikl..hmmm
mne la smngat aq nie..knpe la aq tkot sgt nie...lgi 1..aq tkot la nk cri kawan bru..tkot jd cm dlu..
trlalu prcye kt org..org 2 tikam belkng...sakit wooo..
tp..walau mcm mne pn..walau seribu masalah dtg pn..aq ttp mmpu tersnyum..n smbunyi kn sgle mslh.. ;)



kpde en.lutfi..awak jgn nk noty2 ye ble sye smbung bljr nty..
jgn nk mngtal..awak kje cri dwet bnyk2..pas 2 ad jodoh..awak msuk minang sye taw..
sye tggu.. :) sbb sye hanya sayang awak sorng
even kdng2 sye nie ad noty skit2..huhu..

story of m part 22..

ap ekk..hmm..nk cte ap ye... ok la..sbnr nye aq ngh cdeyh nie.. :'(
knpe tah..sjk semalm aq rse hubungn aq ngn lut laen giler..lut dh mcm mnjaoh kn dri dye dri aq..
mlm td aq msj dye ckp aq nk lut yg dlu..mcm mse mule2 knl dlu..then aq ckp nyte..tp dye cume bls "nite ily"
ap mksud dye 2.? aq xnk ucpan ily 2..sbb mcm xde mkne..sume org leyh ckp ily kn..
aq x blas blek pn ily 2..aq cme ckp "ok".. ckup la hnye hty je yg tawu syg aq kt dye..dye smlm blek pn x msj..knpe wt aq cm 2 lut..aq ad wt slh ke..tlong jgn seksa perasaan aq..jgn wt aq trtnye2..

ap lgi slh aq..aq dh wt ikut ap yg kau nk..tp ap yg x kne..ap lgi yg x btol..cbe bg tawu aq.. :)
kdng2 aq rse cm aq xde kwn tok di kongsi mslh hty n perasaan aq..yg ad pn..blom tntu sudi dngr..sbb dorg pn ad mslh dorg sndri..srius..aq terase ngn cre dye..pnting ke aq kt dye sbnr nye.? tp dye sgt pnting dlm hidup aq..2 la sbb aq ubah dri aq nie..dri x pk bnde yg bkn2..yg suke menuduh..aq nk cbe ubah sume 2..ye..aq mmg jlez tgk psgn laen..sperti yg kau ckp..kau bkn cm org laen..aq cbe terima sume 2 tnpe tnye kau pape..sbb aq tawu kau x suke aq sme kn kau ngn org laen..aq cbe nk phm kau..tp makin aq cbe nk phm kau..kau slalu mnjaoh..ap mksud nye..adkah kau dh mule bosan ngn aq.? klau dh bosan ckp la..jgn seksa perasaan aq. :) smlm aq mmpi..kau ktwe..dpn aq..aq ske tgk sume 2..senyum kau.. 

story of me part 21

ehh..xnk la last lgi..hehe..
aq xnk hubungn aq ngn dye brhnti mcm 2 je..
aq x nk krne 1 pnce..aq ngn dye ptus..aq xnk mcm 2..
aq tawu dye syg kn aq..n aq pn syg kn dye.. :)
kpde org yg nk pisah kn kteorg..klau awak nk kteorg brpisah awak slp.. ^_^
aq x kn lps kn org yg aq syg dgn bgtu mudah..
melaen kn..kteorg2 btol2 trpkse brpisah.. :)
ckup la aq asyk mnges je sbb kputusan bodoh aq 2..
ckup la aq rse xde smngt krne skp nya..
ckup la aq rse mcm nk pngsan lpas dngr sume 2..
en.moster..sye hrap awak x buat mcm 2 lgi ye..sye tawu..bnde yg dh jd 2..
sntiase jd prsoalan dlm fikiran sye..

kpde org yg tgur aq 2..thankz sgt2..ia mmbuat kn rse syg aq kt en.monster sgt kuat..
thankz sgt2 taw awak..en.monster..sye tawu awak syg sye..
sye hrap awak xkn berubah ye.. sye akn cbe tok berubah..n satu je sye mntak kt awak en.monster..

satu je wak...plezz tgur stiap kesalahan sye..klau awak still syg sye..tgur la stiap kesilapan sye..sye cme manusia yg sntiase mlakukan kesilapn..*ceh poyo nye ayt aq..ahhaha

dan..stiap kesalhan sye bleyh di ubah kn awak.. ^_^..bkn x leyh ubah..sye x la sejam yg awak mksud kn..
stiap prbutan sye..sye cme nk awak jujur dng sye..itu je...wlaupn kte x mcm psgn laen..sye prcye dlm hty awak ad sye..klau xde sye..means..sye perasan sorg2 la..tp awak kne la sdr kn sye ttg itu taw..jgn biar sye syok sndri..sye jge perasaan awak..awak pn jge la perasaan sye.. plezz..jgn wt sye mcm 2 lgi ye awak..sbb rse skit nye sgt2 mndalam wak..n sye hormat awak..awak pn hormat sye k..

story of me part 20 or last :')

hmm..xsngke ia brakhir mcm nie..n x sngke ad yg lbeyh phm kau dri aq..
melepaskn kau adalah cre yg trbaek tok kau lbeyh bhagia..
thankz tok sgle nye..thankz sbb pnh bahgi kn aq..
sorry aq xdpt nk eply msj kau..aq mty ayt..mty kte2..
aq xtawu nk ckp ap..berat nye hty aq nie..
cdeyh nye hty aq nie..hnye allah je yg taw..
aq xdpt prcye ap yg dh jd nie...
x mungkin aku akn dpt pnggnti..n x mungkin hty aq akn trbukak tok org laen lpas ap yg jd..
n x mngkin aq dpt lupe kn ap yg dh trjd..sgt skit tok aq hadapi sume nie..
mmpu kah aq.? kuatkah aq.?

story of me part 19..

haiii..haii..hoiii..dh lme aq x update blog kn..heeee :D

bkn ap..mlaz la nk update..kn bgus klau blog nie leyh update sndri..aq just ckp je..hehhee..
bpak pemalas aq nie..
ai nie aq ttbe nk cte psl aq kne oprate ari 2..dh lme dh bnde 2..ttbe rse nk cte plak..

ok la..cte nye cm nie la..huhu..cm ne erk nk cte..nk cte tkot trlbeyh plak..kng dri sndri yg malu..huhu..
ok la..ok la..cm nie cte..hmm..cm ne ekk..hmm..ok la cm nie la..emm..aduhh..cm ne nie..adoii..
hehhe..ok la..
cm nie..pde 1 ari..aq ngah smbng2 ngn mmbe aq..biase la mmbe2 bdk umh sewa aq 2 tgn jnis gtal ckit..
pas 2 dye ad rse cm ketulan keras..aq pn ye ke..ap rse..aq ckp la bnde nie dh lme..pas 2 mmbe2 aq cm tkot kn aq..aq pn jd tkot la..huhu..then aq kol ibu..ckp psl 2..ibu kte blek nty jmpe dktr..aq relex je la..sbb mlaz nk pk.. lpas 2 ttbe pk..aq cancer ke..sbb aq lngsung x rse skit..haizzz..time 2 aq dh rsau gler...
pas 2 bdk2 umh ngnjing.."yeay2..lpas nie kcik jd pengkid.." agk bngang ckit ayt dorg di c2..ahhahaha..
dorg ckp cm 2..klau btol aq kne cancer..aq kne buang sbelah..owhh myy..aq x nkkkkk..
kng x kawen aq..huhu..laki skunk kn nk sume perfct..huhu..tp klau laki 2 syg kte..dye akn trime kte seada nya kn.. :)

then aq tnye lut..b kau nk trime aq ke klau aq cacat..dye ckp dye trime cm ne pn aq..cdeyh je dngr dye ckp cm 2..hope btol la :)

laq g klinik an-nur..dktr 2 cek..xde ap..tp dktr swuh cek blek kt hospital..dktr wt la surat sume..lega aq time 2..pas 2 pgi hospital an-nur plak..kt cnie xbleyh cek..ap seyh..pnt aq tggu kt c2 2 jam..skali ckp xleyh..disebb kn aq nk dktr pmpuan gk..ibu aq wt apoitment kt hospital pusrawi kL..

then aq pgi la c2..pgi dktr cek sume..g wat ultra sound..seram aq blik 2..smntra tggu dktr smpai..aq dok sowg2 je..dh la gelap..tkot aq..aq nie dh la pnakot ckit..huhu..pas2 dktr dtg cek..cek2...pas 2 aq g blik dktr yg mule2 cek aq td..masuk blik 2..dktr ckp..kne oprate..owh my..sbb bjik nye dh besar...ibu ckp"x leyh bg ubt ke.?" dktr ckp "x bleyh..sbb xde ubt,,jd kne oprate"..aq snyap je kt sebalha..huhu..aq x tawu nk kte ap dh..aq msj lut ckp aq kn e oprate..lut tnye knpe kne oprate sume la..mcm2 soaln dye tye..rsau gk dye ngn aq kn..syg kau la bie.. :D

mnggu 2 cek..hjung mnggu 2 operate..cpt kn..aq pn jd kelam kabut di wt nye,,huhu..sblom nk operate dktr x bg aq mkn pape..so ibu sjut aq sbuh..swuh aq mkn siap2..lpas 2 aq dh xleyh mkn..dh mcm org puase dh..huhu..aq pn x mkn..ttbe ibu ckp.."ngh ibu tgk kau nie cm x tkot je.." aq ckp blek "knpe nk tkot ckit je kn" ibu ckp blek " nty kau kne bius..ble dh kne bius umpama kte mty skjup" then aq snyum je..tp dlm hty nie..ya allh..cm tuhan je yg tawu.. :( btpe rsau nye aq..cm ne klau ttbe allah nk trik nyawa aq time..huhu
tgkk..smpai ke c2 aq pk kn...lpas 2 smpai hospital..ibu mntk privte room..so sowg2 je aq dlm blik 2..tp mlm mmbe aq tmn..

pas 2 g blik operate..dktr swuh bkak sume trmsuk brg kmas..aq pn bkak la..then aq bring atas ktil..dye tlok smpai blik operate..dktr cek2..pas 2 tnde kt mne nk kne operate sume..thena dktr bg ubt bius..aq mcm btuk 3 kali..pas 2 aq x sdr ap..dktr wt ap sum aq x tawu langsung..sdar2 dh hbis operate..aq bkak mate..then dktr x bg aq tutup mte blek sbb tkot jd pape..aq pn bkak la..mmbe aq ckp..dye rsau gler..lpas tgk aq bkak mte..dye lega..syg kau lah kwn.. :) lpas ksan ubt 2 ilng..mula la trse skit nye..huhu..xyh ckp la skit nye cm ne kn..huhu..

mlm 2..rmai mmbe aq kol ckp knpe x bg tawu ap sume..bebel..aq gelak je la..aq ckp aq malu la nk bg tawu aq kne operate..hihi :p aq mmpu ckp sorry je..hihi..
akhir nye aq selamat di operate n ketulan 2 akn di hntr ke mne tah..nk cmfrm kn yg 2 bkn cancer..lpas dh diselidik sume..alhamdullilah..2 bkn cancer..cume ketumbuhan je..sbb dktr kte..dye bkn besar..tpad dua ketulan 2..dye mcm dh brnak..huhu..

nie la ketulan yg doktr buang...huhu

story of me part 18...

hallu..dh lme kn aq x update blog.. bkn ap..aq cme xde mood nk update..sbb cdeyh je memnjang... mcm2 brlaku dlm hdup aq skunk nie..tp xpe..aq redha..lepas sorg2 tggl kn aq.. hmmm.. mybe 2 sume dugaan aq..n slah yg aq dh wt..aq redha..mybe 2 takdir aq kn..

now im practical student..wow so surprise right..like a dreamm..sometime i dont feel like im practical student because im too cute to be a practical student..ahahha :p if u feel like im so annoying,,do u care..coz this is about my life..my story.noy yours. :) aduhh..berbelit lidah nk spekang..spekang nie..mklum la x pro kn.. :D
ok la..meh nk cte..aq practical kt kolej trcinta aq je..nie sume gara2 aq trlbeyh pndai..hahaha.. xpe la..mule2 aq x leh trima gk..lpas dh dibsuh n di nasihat kn..aq trima ngn redha..not bad la brkrja kt kolej..aq krja bhgian finance..best gk kje kt c2..brtmbah best ble ad org dtg tnye psl dwet dowg...n kdng2 klkar ble dngr akak2 office brgduh mulut gn parents2 yg dtg..dugaan tol kje kt c2..hope sem nie aq dpt hbis kn bljr aq ngn smpurna..klau ad rezeki..aq smbung degree..insyaallah.. :)

tgk la kje first day aq practical..bnyk tol fail nk kne susun..smpai seronk wt bnde 2..hihi

ok dh hbis cte psl prctical..now story about someoene i love..sjk cty sem ari 2..kteorg dh rjin jmpe le ad free time..rse hppy je ble jmpe dye.. :) he will be the last person i love..no one can replace him in my heart ok..


gmbr 2 time aq g icty ngn dye,,harapan nk sgt g c2 ngn dye dh trcpai..wlaupn aq bkn pgi nn dye sbnr nye..aq  g ngn kwn2 aq..then tggu dye kt c2.. :D bru nie aq gduh besar ngn dye..nie sume gre2 dye tpu aq..kje nk mngtal je.. geram tol aq..mau x mngamuk aq..tp xpe..aq xnk cte bnyk psl gduh2 nie..sbb dye x ske..tp 2 lah..hty aq nie..skit sgt2.. :( redha je la..klau ad jdoh..x kmne kn.. :)

ad bnde last aq nk cte..jgn sngke org yg pkai tdung dye x leyh nk mnyalak k..n jgn igt org yg x pkai tdung je yg leyh mnyalak..org yg pkai tdung nie ad perasaan gk..mule2 mmg saba..ble kesabaran dye 2 dh smpai thap maximun..meletup gk taw..so behave with person like us..so jgn  nk mngta ble org yg pkai tdung mule mnyalak cm org gler..mst ad sbb knpe jd cm 2..jgn nk maen judge je ok..msing2 ad hty n perasaan..so dorg tawu ap cre yg leyh wt dorg lepas kn geram.. :) n jgn igt aq ske maki org sesuke hty..aq akn jd cm 2 ble org wt hal ngn aq..ok..klau btol slh aq..aq akn diam..