story of me part 1

firstly i want to story about my result..
if all of u want to know..
i not a clever girl like u all..
i just a person dont no anything..
like a new person want to learn how to study..

but if u dont like to read...
just leave this page immediatly ok..
i would't force anyone to read o follow my entry... :)
ok..back 2 my result..i get a good result..
what i stdy n what i effort before this is success..
and i glad with myselft..
what i get..i want show to my parents..
that love can't cause a failure to my study...
and i want my parents know that he is my inspiration..
he never make me down in my study..
for this part..i not dean list...
mybe not my rezeki right...
mybe next time.. :)
what i get now...
i so grateful and feel happy.. :)



hmmm..i want to share my problem with u all..
u not what..in this semseter break..
aq ngn dye jrng gler msj...
bkn sush sbb ap taw..
dye kt umah dye..aq kt umah aq..
dye slalu tggl fon dye kt dlm blik dye..
n aq plak slalu tgl fon aq kt ats..
tp ble aq dh msj ngn dye..
dye mst eply msj lmbt dye...
tp xpe..aq phm...dye khuyuk tgk tv..

smpai x perasan msj...
tp 1 je bnde yg dye ske wt aq terase..
ble dye ckp aq x phm dye...
cm ne aq nk phm dye...
dye x pnh wt aq phm ngn dri dye...
sbb dye bnyk berahsia ngn aq dlm bnyk perkare..
aq tawu..kdng2 aq trlalu over sgt..
n kdng aq risau gk dye rimas ngn aq..
aq jd mcm 2 bkn sbb ap..
cme sbb kteorg jaoh..
sush gle kot nk jumpe



nk berhubung pn ngn fon je..
klau xde fon...mty aq..huhu..
sbb aq dh trlalu syg sgt ngn dye..
klau dye x msj lame..
kdng2 aq rse srbeslah nk msj...
tkot dye marah ke..
kte aq gnggu dye ke...
tkot aq x phm dye ke...
kdng2 nk mle msj ngn dye..
aq pk bnyk kli kot..




hmmm..td aq men komen ngn mmbe dye..
cmnt..pas 2 dye tnye aq..
"ko ngn spe skunk..ngn lut lgi ke"..
aq ckp la.."yup..aq ngn lut lgi"..
the dye ckp..."jge adk aq 2 elok2 taw"..
aq ckp blek.."aq always jge adk dye tu..
tp klau dye nakal cm ne.."
dye ckp.."klau dye nakal..dlm hty dye ttp ad kau..
aq knl kwn aq.."
ting..ting..
adkah ia benar...
aq msih trpk smpai skunk...
klau ap yg mmbe dye ckp 2 btol...
aq brsyukur sgt2...
aq nk sgt hbungn aq ngn dye kekal smpai ble2.. :)

all about....

ok..now lets talk about stingy...
means..i'm not really generous to men or boy..
but only a little bit i became like that for boy...
for girl..i not like that..hehehe..
if not trust about it...
u can ask my bff :)
i dont no why i became like that..huhu
but on the day i hangout with my hbby..
i not stingy with him..i dont no why...
mybe coz i love him so much kot.. :p

last night..i fight witm him again.. :(
only coz a small thing...small thing...hmmm
who can stand if he find fault with blame on me...

who can hold it...
on the begining i can hold it...
then became longer he more accuse me..

why he not ask me first coz what all of this happen..
i'm touching with him words..
for first i know him...
i not to stubborn..
i knew he always say me like that...
but did he know why i became like that.?
he dont..
coz he never ask me about it...
ok..let me say it right now...
i became like this because him mistake...
because he lie to me...
i hate so much people lie..
coz i really trust him..
but he broke it.. :(

then when he knew i really angry with him...
he try to persuade me... :)
he so cute when do like that... <3

he sad about gula2 kapas....
i cant hold it..huhu..
because i like gula2 kapas so much..
first dye ckp psl gle2 kapas 2..aq wt x tawu je...
wt jual mahal la knon...
tp lame2 2...aq dh ok blek ngn dye..
tp x smpai nk mntk maaf kt dye sbb marah dye...
sbb aq trtdo..ngntok sgt..

muhd lutfi..thankz because be my love..
and u always patient with me...
i really appreciate what u have done to me...
u most important person in my life after my family.. :)
yeahh...i really love you..
how can i make dont no with you...
you're my love..
and always be like that...
until my last breath.. <3

date with my hbby

24/5/2012..date ngn hbby aq taw.. <3
ske sgt2  ble dpt jumpe dye...
mklum la..dh brbulan x jmpe...
aq syg gler lah kt dye...
smlm aq kuar ngn dye..
aq g naek train sorg2 taw..prgi blek sorg2..huhu...
tp xpe..demi org trsyg aq snggup redah....
cewahhh...poyo gler ayt aq..hihi :p
ble aq nk blek..tawu plak dye rsau...
2 la ajk trun bngi xnk...kte mlaz r ap la...
aiiyaaaa....
tp xpe lah..aq dh slmy pn smpai...
siap update blog dh nie... :)
haizzzz..first jumpe dh skit kn atie..
geram gler aq..
nsib dye pndai pjuk..
nk tawu x aq jnji ngn dye nk jumpe pkul bpe...
jnji nk gerak pkul 11...
aleh..aleh...pkul 2 lbeyh aq smpai..hihi...
dye smpai dlu dri aq..
tp xlme mne la kn dye tggu aq...
dye smpai stgh jam awl dri aq...huhu..
alaaa..tp bkn slalu dye tggu aq cm 2....kn hbby.. :)
kte org g ts je..x g mne pn..

sbb dye xde dwet nk g tmpat laen.huhu
xpe lah g ts..jln2..tgk wyg..
ilng la rndu aq kejup :)
sdar x sdar..hbungn aq ngn dye...
dh setahun lbeyh rpe nye..huhu..
kte org xde trikh anniversary taw...

so korng jgn la tnye,, :)
yg aq tawu kteorg jd cmnie mse bln 1 kot..
trlpe sudah..huhu...
aq ngn dye x nk declare pape pn..
mlaz..tkot nty asyk cple ptus je..huhu
kteorg xnk cm 2.. :)
hope our relationship will last forever... <3

story board, stdy board

ok...aq dh mmg...mmg..mmgggggg...dh lme gle x updte blog..

sjk parents aq ptong line unifi...

nie sume gara adk aq pnye psl...yg pemalaz nk stdy..grrr...

skit tol atie aq ngn bdk2 nie..haishh..
ok la..pape je lah psl 2..huhu...
firstly aq nk cte psl story board yg ad kt tgkt ats umah sewa aq 2...

sume 2 kje bdk2 umh aq la...
msing2 otk dh sewel kn..hahhaha

sorry la ye..gmbr x terang...sbb time snap pic nie...
rumah ngh xde karen..huhu...
mklum la..dh brbulan x byr bil elktrik..hihi :p

 hahahhahahhaa..
ok brbalek pd story board nie...
kt story board nie..dorg men cmnt ngn bdk2 dlm umh nie jugk...
dh xde kje kn...cm 2 r jd ye..
nie bru skit..
ad bnyk lgi..tp x smpt nk snap..huhu...
hahaha..btw..bdk2 umah aq nie...
mmg sume nonsense gle pig r...

ok..yg story board yg aq bru snap...cerah la ckit kn dri yg ats 2...
perasaan x ianya dh brtmbah..hihi...
klau korg dpt bce..mmg mte korg trbaek lah.. :)
kte dorg..dorg nk bia kn je note2..
bia owner rumah 2 bce smpai esk pgi..hihi..
jht kn kte org...
mummy,,eila,,ecah,,zoro,,dyg,,,
syg korng sgt2 lah.. <3


ok...now psl stdy board aq plak.... :D

kt board nie..aq ske wt note psl asgmnt...
psl date pape je la...
psl ktuk hbby aq pn ad kt c2..hahhaha
tp klau dye bce nie..
bkn nye dye nmpk aq ktuk dye pn... :p
sorry hbby... <3

cdeyh nye... :(

hmmm...tok kli kberape tah...
dye blek cnie..tp x jmpe aq..hmmm...
cdeyh doh...srius cdeyh..cm nk nges je...
nsib baek mlm td ad akak...x jd nk nges..
klau x..dh mcm air trjun dh air mte aq nie..huhuhu
ap leyh wt.dh mmg sush nk jmpe...
tp klau nk jmpe leyh je..kne r pk cre nye...
aq tgk dye cm mlaz je nk pk cre cm ne nk jmpe aq...
asyk aq je nk kne pk..hmmmm..
trse beb...so skunk aq dh mlaz nk pk psl nk jmpe cm ne ke ap ke...
better diam je..bak kte org..silent is better...
2 la sbb..spe yg slalu kuar ngn dye mse dye kt bp 2...
aq akn mngamuk...sbb aq kt cnie x pnh dpt mcm ne yg dorg dpt kt sne..
haiisshhh..one more thing...aq x ske dianggap pemusnah pershabatan org...
ayoyo..pape je lah...

mlm td kuar ngn akak tsya, ila n aidil je..
sgt2 seronok...sbb kne kn aidil yg bngok 2..
hahhaha...
dye nk blek maen game mmg x dpt r sbb bkn dye yg drive...
huahuahuahuaa
mlm td lpas mkn g karaoke...
pas 2 ttbe si ila nie nk g jambatan putrajya plak..
so kteorg pgi la c2...
wink...wink.....

sampai hati kn..

hmm..aq nie x ckup setia ke yg smpai dye leyh wt cm 2 kt aq...

aq skit sgt..asl la aq trnmpk bnde 2..

shitt...!!! hanjing..!!!

cm nk jerit je....!!!
smpai hty kn wt aq cm nie...
dh x nk kt aq ckp r..
jgn nk wt aq cm nie..igt aq nie tnggul kyu ke...

igt aq nie ank ptung ke yg..
igt aq nie smpah ke yg bleyh d buang sesuka hty...

dugaan tol

aq pn x tawu nk update ap dh..
sbb dh xde feeling nk wt blog...
kn final dh nk dekat..

perh serabut seyh...
mcm2 hal tol...

dok umah sewa cm leyh kne skit jiwa je...
klau nk dok umah kt putra..
mcm skit mental plak..
haisshh..
klau sume skit jiwa n mental aq nk dok mne yg leyh tenang..
haisshh....
x kn bwah jambatan plak kn...huhu

haisshh...rse2 aq leyh naek kn x pointer aq sem nie ekk..
rsau la plak...sbb sem nie aq trlalu push sgt...
smpai tension kple otk aq...
kje nk marah org je...
tp klau org marah aq blek...
aq diam je la..sbb mybe slh aq klau dorg marah aq..
aq ad rse angin gk... tp aq thn sbb x nk gduh2..
mmbe2 kn...
aq ckup x ske gduh ngn mmbe2...
klau ad papehal...aq lbeyh ske diam.. :)

klau tiap kli aq update blog je..mst ad psl cnte aq kn..hihi..
nie aq cte psl cnte atie aq plak.. :P
nk ckp awl2 ye..spe x ske bce...
bleh close this page n blah ok..
x pkse spe2 pn tok bce aq pnye story love nie.. =D
smlm..pnye smlm kot...aq asyk kne marah ngn dye je..
haisshh...saba je la...sbb slh aq kn...
nk wt cm ne...aq sdar slh yg aq wt...
so ble dye dh marah aq diam je la....
x kn nk marah blek kn..dh slh sndri... :p

btol x..?
tp klau ble dye ckp psl aq x cye kt dye ke..
mmg aq marah blek la kn..
spe swuh dlu dye hncur kn kpercyaan yg aq dh bg spnuh nye kt dye..
aq nk cye blek kt dye bleyh..tp aq prlu kn mse.. 2 je..
plezz jgn push sgt tok aq prcye blek...
hmmm..btw...aq x pnh pkse dye tok cye kt aq... =)
n aq x prlu kn kprcyaan spe2 ok..

hmm..nk cte psl ap lgi eyy...
haa..aq tawu nk cte psl ap..

emmm...aq rndu dye la...
sumpah rndu gler..hmmm...
tah ble la leyh jmpe... nie yg rse nk nges nie...
uuwwaaaaa..!!!!
nk tawu x knape aq kuat jlez...
klau nk tawu..dlu aq x mcm nie...
aq x rty nk jlez2 nie..
klau nk jlez pn jnis biase2 je...
sbb dorg dpn mte kn...wt pe nk jlez...
nie dye jaoh..jaoh nk mmpus plak 2....
mne aq x kuat jlez...sbb dorg dpt ap yg aq x pnh dpt...
sumpah jlez gler... :(
yg psl kes ari 2..
aq xpnh mntk pape..sbb aq tawu klau aq mntk mmg aq xpnh dpt..
tp ngn bdk 2..rlex n steady je dye bg..wahh!!!..
skit atie beb.. sndri hdup pn sush..
sbok nk tlong org laen...
nk mkn minum pn ter esak2...
ap dye dh ckup hebat sgt ke nk tlong org 2..
nk bia org trharu ngn dye sbb wt cm 2...
haisshhh...skit mental tol aq ngn dye nie
klau dye 2 ank tan sri...
aq x ksah klau dye nk tlong spe2..

n klau dye cte bnde nie dri awl...
mybe aq xkn marah dye...
sbb 2 hak dye nk tlong spe2...
tp ble dh xde..jgn sbok nk mntk tlong org laen plak la kn..
pndai2 la ko hdup..
dh besar kn..umo pn dh msuk puluhan..

tawu nk pk cm ne kn...
hmmm..dye swuh aq kurng kn jlez...
bleyh je klau aq nk kurng kn jlez...
sng je...aq x yh ambk port psl dye..
ap dye wt..dye g mne...
ngn spe...
sume aq x yh ambk port..
dok diam2 je...
wt la hal dye diam2..x yh cte pape..
haaa..cm 2 r cre nye klau nk aq kurngkn jlez :)
sorry klau terase...dye yg swuh aq luah kn kt cnie..
sbb aq dh x leyh nk cte kt mmbe2 baek aq sndri..
jup..nk ckp lgi nie... mmbe aq n ko marah dye..
sbb dye mcm x rty nk mnghargai aq..
dorg tawu ap yg aq snggup wt tok dye...
dorg start bsing2 psl hal kte lpas
dorg dpt tawu dye pnh g mlake ngn tutttt...
start c2 dorg ksian kt aq...
start c2 dorg hlng aq..
dorg tawu ap yg aq wt kt cnie n aq cm ne..
n dorg gk tawu cm ne aq syg kt dye...
klau dye rty hargai aq dri awl mst sume nie xkn jd kn,, :)
ble dye bce nie...aq cmfrm2 dye trse gle..
sorry x brmksud nk skit kn hty dye...

tp aq ske dngr ble dye ckp dye syg sgt kt aq...
sumpah aq ske sgt...
wt aq trsnyum ble bce msj 2...
aq pn syg sgt kt dye.. :)
srius x tpu... :)
sbb aq rse cm di hargai sgt2..
mcm ap yg aq wt slame nie x d sia2 kn..
tp hrap dye x tpu aq la kn..
klau dye tpu aq...hmmmm
sumpah aq akn kecewa gle....
hope we can hold this relationship until end ok dear.. :)