dugaan tol

aq pn x tawu nk update ap dh..
sbb dh xde feeling nk wt blog...
kn final dh nk dekat..
perh serabut seyh...
mcm2 hal tol...
dok umah sewa cm leyh kne skit jiwa je...
klau nk dok umah kt putra..
mcm skit mental plak..
haisshh..
klau sume skit jiwa n mental aq nk dok mne yg leyh tenang..
haisshh....
x kn bwah jambatan plak kn...huhu


haisshh...rse2 aq leyh naek kn x pointer aq sem nie ekk..
rsau la plak...sbb sem nie aq trlalu push sgt...
smpai tension kple otk aq...
kje nk marah org je...
tp klau org marah aq blek...
aq diam je la..sbb mybe slh aq klau dorg marah aq..
aq ad rse angin gk... tp aq thn sbb x nk gduh2..
mmbe2 kn...
aq ckup x ske gduh ngn mmbe2...
klau ad papehal...aq lbeyh ske diam.. :)


klau tiap kli aq update blog je..mst ad psl cnte aq kn..hihi..
nie aq cte psl cnte atie aq plak.. :P
nk ckp awl2 ye..spe x ske bce...
bleh close this page n blah ok..
x pkse spe2 pn tok bce aq pnye story love nie.. =D
smlm..pnye smlm kot...aq asyk kne marah ngn dye je..
haisshh...saba je la...sbb slh aq kn...
nk wt cm ne...aq sdar slh yg aq wt...
so ble dye dh marah aq diam je la....
x kn nk marah blek kn..dh slh sndri... :p
btol x..?
tp klau ble dye ckp psl aq x cye kt dye ke..
mmg aq marah blek la kn..
spe swuh dlu dye hncur kn kpercyaan yg aq dh bg spnuh nye kt dye..
aq nk cye blek kt dye bleyh..tp aq prlu kn mse.. 2 je..
plezz jgn push sgt tok aq prcye blek...
hmmm..btw...aq x pnh pkse dye tok cye kt aq... =)
n aq x prlu kn kprcyaan spe2 ok..

hmm..nk cte psl ap lgi eyy...
haa..aq tawu nk cte psl ap..
emmm...aq rndu dye la...
sumpah rndu gler..hmmm...
tah ble la leyh jmpe... nie yg rse nk nges nie...
uuwwaaaaa..!!!!
nk tawu x knape aq kuat jlez...
klau nk tawu..dlu aq x mcm nie...
aq x rty nk jlez2 nie..
klau nk jlez pn jnis biase2 je...
sbb dorg dpn mte kn...wt pe nk jlez...
nie dye jaoh..jaoh nk mmpus plak 2....
mne aq x kuat jlez...sbb dorg dpt ap yg aq x pnh dpt...
sumpah jlez gler... :(
yg psl kes ari 2..
aq xpnh mntk pape..sbb aq tawu klau aq mntk mmg aq xpnh dpt..
tp ngn bdk 2..rlex n steady je dye bg..wahh!!!..
skit atie beb.. sndri hdup pn sush..
sbok nk tlong org laen...
nk mkn minum pn ter esak2...
ap dye dh ckup hebat sgt ke nk tlong org 2..
nk bia org trharu ngn dye sbb wt cm 2...
haisshhh...skit mental tol aq ngn dye nie
klau dye 2 ank tan sri...
aq x ksah klau dye nk tlong spe2..
n klau dye cte bnde nie dri awl...
mybe aq xkn marah dye...
sbb 2 hak dye nk tlong spe2...
tp ble dh xde..jgn sbok nk mntk tlong org laen plak la kn..
pndai2 la ko hdup..
dh besar kn..umo pn dh msuk puluhan..
tawu nk pk cm ne kn...
hmmm..dye swuh aq kurng kn jlez...
bleyh je klau aq nk kurng kn jlez...
sng je...aq x yh ambk port psl dye..
ap dye wt..dye g mne...
ngn spe...
sume aq x yh ambk port..
dok diam2 je...
wt la hal dye diam2..x yh cte pape..
haaa..cm 2 r cre nye klau nk aq kurngkn jlez :)
sorry klau terase...dye yg swuh aq luah kn kt cnie..
sbb aq dh x leyh nk cte kt mmbe2 baek aq sndri..
jup..nk ckp lgi nie... mmbe aq n ko marah dye..
sbb dye mcm x rty nk mnghargai aq..
dorg tawu ap yg aq snggup wt tok dye...
dorg start bsing2 psl hal kte lpas
dorg dpt tawu dye pnh g mlake ngn tutttt...
start c2 dorg ksian kt aq...
start c2 dorg hlng aq..
dorg tawu ap yg aq wt kt cnie n aq cm ne..
n dorg gk tawu cm ne aq syg kt dye...
klau dye rty hargai aq dri awl mst sume nie xkn jd kn,, :)
ble dye bce nie...aq cmfrm2 dye trse gle..
sorry x brmksud nk skit kn hty dye...


tp aq ske dngr ble dye ckp dye syg sgt kt aq...
sumpah aq ske sgt...
wt aq trsnyum ble bce msj 2...
aq pn syg sgt kt dye.. :)
srius x tpu... :)
sbb aq rse cm di hargai sgt2..
mcm ap yg aq wt slame nie x d sia2 kn..
tp hrap dye x tpu aq la kn..
klau dye tpu aq...hmmmm
sumpah aq akn kecewa gle....
hope we can hold this relationship until end ok dear.. :)


plek tol...

hmm..dh lme aq x wt blog nie kn....huhu..
bkn ap...aq cme xde mse nk wt blog..bzy..
skunk kt umh sewa aq 2 line wifi dh xde..
so agk sush ckit nk on9..huhu..
lgi2 ari 2 ad org sound aq plak dlm blog nie..
ske atie aq la nk wt pape pn..
ad kcau dye ke...
aq dh xde tmpat nk story..
aq luah kn je la ap yg aq rse kt dlm nie...
kn aq dh kte klau x ske bleyh blah.. -.-"
hmmm..aq bkn ap..
aq nk story psl perasaan aq kt ibu aq..
nty aq yg kne marah blek..
ibu aq bkn cm mk2 korng..
yg leyh d kongsi mcm2..
aq...klau blek umh...
mmg akan jd pndiam gle..
x bnyk ckp...
sbb nty ap yg aq ckp...
asyk kne marah je....
2 la sbb aq ske g umah org..
lgi2 umh ila..
aq ske sgt g umh dye...
sbb aq seronok smbng ngn mey ila.. :D
ngn mk aidil pn aq ske smbng...
dlm bnyk2 mbe aq kt cnie...
aq ske g umh dorg brdue je.. <3
emmm..umah hbby aq 2...
bkn aq x ske...
tp aq jrg pgi...g pn skali je...
2 pn time rye..^_^
x smpt nk smbng lngsung ngn mk dye..
xpe la..mybe laen kli kot..
so b..jgn trse taw... :)

ehh..btw...aq ske tgk mmbe2 aq hppy ngn pkwe dorg..
ngn fmly dorg...
jlez dowh..ble aq nk cm 2 eyy..hmmmm...
aq tgk cre pkwe mmbe aq 2 tnjuk dye hrgai ap yg awex dye wt..
wahhh...sumpah jlez dowh...
dngr mk dorg bg pndapat psl pkwe2 dorg..hmmmm..
ble ibu aq nk cm 2 eyy...
skdar ap yg adk aq cte mlm td 2...
2 blom ckup lgi bg aq...
mcm x mmpu nk hppy kn aq lgi...
haishhh....bnyk tol dugaan hdup nie kn.. :D
tp xpe lah..mybe slow2 kn... ^_^
nk tawu x..spnjng aq kt umh sewa aq nie kn...
aq rjin gduh ngn hbby aq taw...
gduh x truk plak..
haiishh..naek tnsion aq..
sbb yg nie kte cm nie..
yg 2 kte cm nie...
serabut kple otk aq...
tp xpe lah..bnde sume dh stle.. :D
bie..klau nk kekal kn hbungn kte nie...
doa la slalu...
insyaallh..tuhan akn makbul kn... :D
aq akn tggu ko kt snie...
tggu ko dtg kt aq.. :)


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i miss you so much..