story of me part 11...

lets talk about it...
what i talking about..oh noo...
what i want to write in this blog today...
aiiyaaa..dont have any idea la..huhu...



new sem will start soon right...
phya tkot la nk hdapi sem dpn...
seriously...dh la bnyk killer sbjek..huhu..
ya allah pemudah kn la prjlnan phya sem dpan...
aminnnnn...
hrap sem dpn x bnyk dugaan...
sprti mslh cinte phya..pelajaran phya..
phya hrap bia la sem dpn cm sem nie.. :)
harap sem dpn lect x bg sec..
nk plih cm slalu..huhu..
sbb sem last kot...phya nk same2 ngn mmbe2 lme...
nty rindu kt dorg...
zira..hakim..zizi..yg pling rpat ngn aq :D
syg korng lah...
weyh korng...nty jom r g picnik sme2 nk..ajk yg laen2 skali..
last sem kn...hope dpt luang kn mse brsme.. :)

my love...i always love you..
xmau la gduh2 dh...awk jauh tawu x..
x snggup kehilng awk tawu x...
cehh22..jiwang sudah..ahhaha..
tp aq pnye ske la.. :p




story of me part 10..

smlm sgt trkjut and mnyakit kan..ap mksud sume nie..
tp lut ckp dye x tawu pape..ap nie...
klau dye x tawu pape..cm ne minah 2 leyh tawu sume psl lut..
aq tawu la 2 ex dye pn..
aaarrggghhhhhhhhhhh...buntu siot...
dlu aq x rse lemah cm nie pn ble dpt tawu bnde2 nie sume..
tp skunk..aq x tawu knape ngn aq..seriously..
aq x tawu knape.. :(

yes jelous is coming back...
coz i saw he ex girlfriend post something in her wall...
aarggg...yes..i'm jelous..really jelous..hmmm..
before this..phya ada cembur kat rmai pmpuan gk..
xpe xde la rmai sgt..pmpuan2 2 sume ad kaitan ngn dye..
phya leyh g serang dorg..hhuu..jht kn phya...
tp niat phya serang dorg..bkn nk pecah belah kn dorg..
niat phya cume..nk tnye dorg..n nk dorg ckp..
dorg nk kt org yg phya syg 2...
klau dorg nk..phya bg.. :')
actually phya x ske gduh ngn org...
tp keadaan memakse phya jd cm 2.. :(
jht kn phya...
tp mcm kes baru2 nie..phya trnmpk smthing..
phya jlez sgt2..sbb dye bnyk tawu psl si dye..
cdeyh gler kot...phya tawu la 2 ex dye...
tp..tah la..phya jd x beranie nk serang dh..
phya jd lemah gler..
n time 2 phya pk..
klau kli nie btol2 jd cm ap yg jd dlu..
phya nekad nk si dye lpas kn phya.. :')

story of me part 9..

KENAPE LELAKI TAk fAHAM PEREMPUAN..:


Korang tahu tak kenapa asyik perempuan je yang nak kena faham lelaki??
kenapa lelaki susah nak faham perempuan??

kadang-kadang kan bila perempuan ada masalah, 
lelaki selalu tak faham..

bila perempuan bagi alasan untuk sesuatu perkara,
lelaki suka salah faham dengan alasan tersebut..

kadang-kadang bila perempuan sedih,
lelaki suka mendesak untuk ceritakan masalah sebenar.

bila perempuan marah,
lelaki tak akan faham dan dia akan marah perempuan semula..

bila perempuan ikhlas dengan lelaki,
lelaki pula yang selalu curiga..

bila perempuan merajuk,
ada lelaki yang ego dan biarkan.. 
ada juga lelaki yang marah dengan alasan perempuan tersebut macam budak-budak..

bila perempuan diam,
ada lelaki fikir itu tandanya dia menipu..
ada juga lelaki yang curiga..

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kenapa lelaki suka bersikap seperti ini??
kadang-kadang lelaki tak sedar yang perempuan selalu ingin menjaga hatinya...
lelaki suka bersikap kasar dengan perempuan..
walaupun sekeras mana pun perempuan tu,
perempuan tetap perempuan..
memang lumrah setiap perempuan berjiwa sensitif..
mereka tidak boleh dilayan seperti lelaki...


 p/s: just copy n paste je..huhu,,2 la sbb dye jd cm nie... :D

story of me part 8

ok..skit hty..
kdng2 mnyampah pn ad..
pape je la..grrrrrr........
yg pnting bahagia.. :)
tringat ayt mmbe aq nie..
" sye hrap snyuman yg sntiase trukir di bibir awk slme nie xkn ilng "
trharu aq.. :D
dye always romntik..x prnah berubah..still cm dlu..
thankz awk...
awk bnyk bg skong...
insyaallh...
snyum sye xkn penah ilang.. :)
tp snyum 2 akn hilng ble sye ad problem
n
keprcyaan sye hncur..
sye trpk..
knape hbungn sye x cm org laen...
kdng2 rse cm kekasih gelap pn ad..
mcm sye xde dlm senarai..
ble d tegur kne marah..
sye x phm dye ke...
dye yg x phm sye..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
pape je la...
mlaz nk cte pnjng..
kang kne marah lgi..
"SILENCE IS BETTER THAN TALK TOO MUCH"
ske hty org la nk kte kt aq pas nie.. :)

p/s: entry nie bkn brmksud aku x syg kau...aku sntiase syg kau.selagi jntung aku x brhenti..slagi 2 syg aku xkn prnah berhnti..a

story of me part 7..

this's just a crazy shoot of me..hhehe..
sorry..i doesn't have a good camera like u all..hihi..
just use cmera fon..:)









i'm not beautiful like u all..
i just the ungly person n doesnt have nothing..

story of me part 6..

now i want to share about my change in my life...
but not at all i have change it..
i like another girl.
noty,,social..
but my social not too severe..
went i know someone..
i try too change myself to be a good girl..
n suitable to be a wife..( ceh poyo tol ayt :p)
i try to change all..
but i'll do slowly..hehehe..

in this semester break..
when i going out..
i'll wear my hijab..
ap yg aq crite nie..bkn nk mnunjuk atau pape je lah..
tp klau korng nk kte..kte je lah..
coz i found a story in my fb..


korng nmpk x crite nye..hope nmpk la..
ap yg dicrite kn 2 btol..
wlau setruk mne pn laki 2..
ble nk kawen nty..mst dorg akn cri yg btol2 leyh di buat isteri..
n 1 g..



klau nk tggu hidayah n keikhlasan 2 smpai..
mmg lmbt la kn...
tah2 dh mty esk...blom tntu kte dpt sume 2..
klau allh nk trik nyawa kte..ble2 mse dye akn trik kn..
(ceh bajet ustazah plak..)
sorry la klau ad yg mnympah bce..
aq bkn nk bjet bgus..
aq cme mngiakn ap yg btol..huhu
sbb q pn..kdng2 bkn nye btol..kjup pkai..
kjup x..hihi..
tp lpas nie aq nk try pkai slalu la ble kuar.. :D

story of me part 5..

dear hbby..can i say..
plezz dont go..
dont go to batu pahat..
coz that place so far away from me..
i really cant let u go dear.. :(
but who am i to stop u right..
and there no reason  to stop u..
coz i not your wife o smthing else..


hbby..dont ever..ever broke my trust that i given to u ok..
i really love u..
if u want cheat or unfair with me again...
just tell me ok...
n i'll go from your life :)

story of me part 4..

alaaa..mlas la nk speaking2 nie..mlaz nk pk ayt..hewhew :D
mcm nie cte nye..ttbe smlm..
mcm miracle brlaku dlm hdup aq..
sbb..dlu aq gduh ngn adk aq nie...
gduh pn bkn sbb ap..cme hal kcik je..
pas 2 jd la perang dunia kedue kjup..huhu..
aq bkn ap..cmburu aq kuat sgt..huhu..
lgi 1..aq x ske 1 bnde aq tawu sndri...
aq jnis ske tuan pnye bdn bg taw..tu je.. :)
n lgi 1..aq cpt lemah..
ble org ckp "sorry"
tp aq hrap adk aq 2 x brdendam la...
adk..maaf kn akak ye..akak syg adk..


n akak x mngkin bnci ngn org yg akak penah syg.. :D
nie adk chbby aq ye..


smlm aq tgk adk nie asyk cdeyh je...
aq pn tweet la dye blek...
ttbe aq trkjut sbb dye kte "imissyou" kt aq..
perhh..kluar air mte aq..
sbb aq pn rndu kt dye..serius rndu.. :)
adk..akak x mau gduh2 ngn adk dh taw..akak syg adk  <3

ok..td psl adk angkat aq..now aq nk cte psl mmbe2 aq yg noty nie ha..
first skali..niena rosli..entry sblom nie pn aq ad cte psl dye kn..
skunk aq nk cte lgi..hihi..
dye tawu aq ktuk dye nie..comfrm mngamuk minah 2..hahhaa..
jup2 curi pic dye jup la..hahahha


haaa..comel x dye...comel kn...
dye nie noty taw x..nsib jaoh...klau dekat cm nk cubit2 je..
tp..hppy kwn ngn minah nie..ad je bnde dye nk ngusik taw..
dh la kt kolej jrg jmpe..aiiyaaaa...
aq klau ad pape..ske cte kt dye..tp dye nie..
sush plak nk brcerite skunk nie..huhu
tp xpe..kau adlah shabat aq niena..
famous kau msuk blog aq..hihi :p
jgn marah ye yunk

nie lgi sorg..klau kt kolej..kmne je aq pgi mst ad minah nie taw..
dye ckup ske bebel kt aq..klah mak nenek..


sorry ye syg..sbb ktuk ko..hihi...
tp ko dh bnyk bntu aq dlm stdy..aq hrgai gle beb..
g pn ko bnyk tlong aq dlm bnyk perkre taw...
time aq sush ko ad..time aq sng pn ko ad.. :)
mmg aq syg ketat r kt ko..hahahaa..
tp srius..dye nie klau mmbebel..klh mk nenek..hihi.:p
kmne je aq pgi..mst ad minah nie..tp klau aq g toilet dye xde la,..
gle nk dye ad skali..hahahhaa
aq syg ko jugk la weyh.. :D
smlm hakim kte perngai kte sme taw...
then he said..no wonder la kte nie bff.. :)

ehh..kjup..asl ekk..mmbe aq nie..sktakat yg aq ktuk nie la kn..
asl mte korng sepet2 nie..aiiyaaa..
korng ank cine celop eyy..hihi
gurau je k..jgn marah...
klau marah pn...marah kn tnde syg..hihi :p
niena rosli n zira talib..jgn marah kte taw..
syg korng lah..wink...wink... <3

story of me part 3

sometime i was thinking..
who am i for you..?
because of what u love me.?
are you sincere love me..?
can u answer my question..?
i think u can't..
if u can..written here n give your answer..
i'll waiting for your answer ok.. :)
i update this entry 12/6/2012
times 23.23..
you know why i ask u this question..
because i really doubtful with u..
i want 2 trust every words u said to me but..
i doubtful...
n i afraid..when i trust u..u will broke it again..



u know what muhd lutfi..i really love you...
love you so much no metter what..
kdng2 aq terase ngn kau..
tp aku x tawu nk ckp cm ne..
sbb tiap kli aku ckp..
kau msti ckp..
"yela sume slh b"
aku bkn nk kau ckp cm 2..aku cme nk kau phm aq..
2 je..aku slalu pk psl kau..
cm ne nk jge perasaan kau...
btol x apa yg aku wat sume..
everything..before i do something,,,
i'll think u like o not..
aku tawu..kdng2 aku wat bnde yg kau x suke bnyak kli..
tp bende yg aku wat 2..bkn aku sngaje..
n first bnde aku wat,,pas tu kau x ske..
aku try x wat dh bnde 2..
aku sedar..dlm taon nie...
aku bnyak skit kn hty kau..
tp aku try akan ubah..tp kau...mcm x penah nk bg dorongn..
kau cume ckp..
"x pyh la.nty buat lagi"
hmmm...aku penah x ckp cm 2 kt kau...
klau penah..tp aq x igt..sedar kn la aku..
kau pnh wt bnde yg same bnyk kli..
aku cume akn psan je selalu..
"cume xnk bnde yg same brulng"
dh la..mlaz nk ckp pnjng2..
klau ad jodoh x kemne kn..
org ske ckp cm 2 kn..
tp klau x prthan kn sesuatu,,
mmg jodoh 2 xkn ad la kn,, :)

igt x..td aku ada tnye kau..
ap kau pk tiap kli kuar ngn aku..
kau jwb...
"b pk ble nk blek"
trsentap aku tawu x..
hmm..kre slme nie kau kluar ngn aku..
kau x pnh hppy ke..
terase giler..
tp aku x tawu nk bgi tau kau yg aku terase..
lgi pn aku x nk kau bosan ngn aku...
sbb aku ad mmbe...
dh due tahun cple..
ttbe laki 2 ckp dye dh kurng syg ngn mmbe aku 2...
aku tkot jd cm 2..
2 la org kte..
klau terase ke..ap ke..
lbeyh baek diam kn dri je
tp aku tkot..klau aku clp ckp je..
kau akn jd cm 2... :(
dh la kte dok jaoh...
jrng jmpe plak 2.. :'(
aku slalu pk...
mcm ne perasaan aku klau kau tggl kn aku..
lgi2 ble ko tengking aku...
aku takot sgt ble org yg aku syg tengking aku..
sumpah aku takot..
mcm aku nie..dh x pnting dlm hdup dye...
mcm aku nie hina sgt..
ok2..stop snie je la story aku...
kang ad yg rimas plak...
sorry guys.. :)

p/s : aku syg kau sgt2 angry bird..tp aku nk ckp awl2..klau dh x ske aku..o dh ad org laen..just tell me the truth..i'll accept n let u go from my heart..n i'll leave u for person that u love.. :)

story of me part 2

now..what story i want to share with you all..
hhmmm ok la...
lets talk about semester break..
u now wht..i feel so..so..so boring..
coz just stay at home..and do the same thing every day..
really boring..when i want hangout..
i haven't any friends in putrajaya..
all my friends stay far away from me..
hhhhmmm..the boring day always came in my semester break...
evryday i hope..mylove will came front of my house
to take me hangout with him...
but all of that just in my dream.. :(





any..its ok if he not came today..
mybe one day he'll come n forever will hangout with me no matter what.. :)
i'll waiting and always waiting for that days comes true.. :D
i always wish for that.. :)
yesterday..in evening..i have a bad dream...
i dream about someone rape me..
dream up sweating..
i really afraid for that...then i tell 2 my friend..
she said 'when someone dream in evening..the dream will came true'
grrr...make me really afraid with that dream..
then she said..'not too trust about it..'
'just pray and asked to stay away from disaster..'
emmm..dream just game in our sleep right..
i really hope that dream not happen in reality..



and..and...last night i fight with him again..
only coz a small thing..hihi...
then he make this words..



he's said this is call sincerity.. :)
it's cute right..hahahaha...
he always knew how to make me smile.. :)
i know la him fon is android..
can touch2..eleyh..
wait n see la...
after this i will buy new HANDFONE
hohohooho..opsssss..tr over plak..hihi
if got the money..i'll buy it.. :)
hubby..u better watch out ok..hihi...




ok now about my frenz...
hmmm...ap ekkk..
aq x ske la kwn yg cpt putus asa n cpt mngalah...
aq ske brkawan ngn org yg sntiase kuat mnhadapi msalh..
x kre la besa mne pn mslh dye..
for all my friend...
every problem we can settle..
not run for it..
its like u afraid with something...
please dear..
you're my freinds..
dont afraid with anything..
don't let fear control yourselft.. :)

story of me part 1

firstly i want to story about my result..
if all of u want to know..
i not a clever girl like u all..
i just a person dont no anything..
like a new person want to learn how to study..


but if u dont like to read...
just leave this page immediatly ok..
i would't force anyone to read o follow my entry... :)
ok..back 2 my result..i get a good result..
what i stdy n what i effort before this is success..
and i glad with myselft..
what i get..i want show to my parents..
that love can't cause a failure to my study...
and i want my parents know that he is my inspiration..
he never make me down in my study..
for this part..i not dean list...
mybe not my rezeki right...
mybe next time.. :)
what i get now...
i so grateful and feel happy.. :)



hmmm..i want to share my problem with u all..
u not what..in this semseter break..
aq ngn dye jrng gler msj...
bkn sush sbb ap taw..
dye kt umah dye..aq kt umah aq..
dye slalu tggl fon dye kt dlm blik dye..
n aq plak slalu tgl fon aq kt ats..
tp ble aq dh msj ngn dye..
dye mst eply msj lmbt dye...
tp xpe..aq phm...dye khuyuk tgk tv..
smpai x perasan msj...
tp 1 je bnde yg dye ske wt aq terase..
ble dye ckp aq x phm dye...
cm ne aq nk phm dye...
dye x pnh wt aq phm ngn dri dye...
sbb dye bnyk berahsia ngn aq dlm bnyk perkare..
aq tawu..kdng2 aq trlalu over sgt..
n kdng aq risau gk dye rimas ngn aq..
aq jd mcm 2 bkn sbb ap..
cme sbb kteorg jaoh..
sush gle kot nk jumpe



nk berhubung pn ngn fon je..
klau xde fon...mty aq..huhu..
sbb aq dh trlalu syg sgt ngn dye..
klau dye x msj lame..
kdng2 aq rse srbeslah nk msj...
tkot dye marah ke..
kte aq gnggu dye ke...
tkot aq x phm dye ke...
kdng2 nk mle msj ngn dye..
aq pk bnyk kli kot..




hmmm..td aq men komen ngn mmbe dye..
cmnt..pas 2 dye tnye aq..
"ko ngn spe skunk..ngn lut lgi ke"..
aq ckp la.."yup..aq ngn lut lgi"..
the dye ckp..."jge adk aq 2 elok2 taw"..
aq ckp blek.."aq always jge adk dye tu..
tp klau dye nakal cm ne.."
dye ckp.."klau dye nakal..dlm hty dye ttp ad kau..
aq knl kwn aq.."
ting..ting..
adkah ia benar...
aq msih trpk smpai skunk...
klau ap yg mmbe dye ckp 2 btol...
aq brsyukur sgt2...
aq nk sgt hbungn aq ngn dye kekal smpai ble2.. :)