story of me part 17...

mlm nie aq nk cte ap ye..eeeemmm..
klah..aq nk cte psl perangai aq yg ksar nie lah.hihi

k la..k laa..actually kn..sblom nie aq x sadr pn aq ksar..hihi..
ari 2 la..mse aq stay kt blik mmbe aq tok final exam..
nme mmbe aq 2 didie..dye comel org nye,,hihi..
dye tgur.." kau nie ksar la"
pas 2 aq tnye blek.."aq ksar ke.."
"ye la..skit bdn aq kau pkul"hahahha..
sjk ari 2 bru aq sdr..hihi..
then aq cte la kt mmbe2 nie..
yg aq ad sepak bntot hbby aq...
then dorg sume marah aq..mmbebel laaaa..hihi..
aq pn diam kn aje...pas 2 esk nye..
aq tnye mmbe aq yg laki..aq ckp..
weyh..aq nie kasar ye...dye ckp..agk la..hahhaha..
x puas hty g..aq tnye hubby aq plak..
b..ayg nie ksar ke..
then dye jwb..mmg pn..mcm singe betina..hahahha..
xpe la..nty aq try berubah slow2 k..hihi..

story of me part 16..

eemmm..hai n asslammualaikum..
hari nie phya rse cam xlrat nak pendam dh..rse nk luah kn sume kt snie.. :'(
sorry..phya bkn nk mengeh kasih atau ap yg korng akan pk..
cme phya dah x than nk pendam sorg2..
dri fb smpai ksnie..
phya nak ulng bnde yg sme..

"kau block aq blek..xpe lah kawan..kau benci la aku...

aku tak kesah kau nak anggap aku pape pn..

aku tak kesah kau nak pk aq pape pn..aku dah mintak maaf ngan kau..
dari awal aku kenal kau sampai skunk..

klau kau xnk maaf kn aku..itu msalh kau..
yang pnting aku xnk ad dose ngan kau kt akhirat nty.. :)

 aku sentiase igt sgle bnde yang kau pnah tlong aku..

susah sng kau ngn aq..aq slalu igt..kdng2 aku cdeyh ble pk psal kau kawan..

mybe aku x sesuai kawan ngan kau..tu la sbb kau pergi dari aku yang hina nie..
lgi skali aku nk ucap kan..thankz sgt2 sbb sahabt, true frenz and kakak wt aq.. :')

hmm..skunk phya rse cm lonely gle..cam sume xnk kwn ngn phya lgi..
slepas phya seorg kawan yg phya percye sgt2 n phya syg sgt2 kt dye..
mybe slh phya sbb cte psl dye kt org..
tp phya x penah cte bruk psl dye..sumpah..!!
cme ble rse skit hty 2..ad kot..i am sorry..
sbb ckp dye lbeyh pnting kn pkwe dye..ye 2 mmg slh phya..
phya ngaku..tp phya xnk cte sbb ap phya ckp cm 2..
bia la phya jwb ap yang org cte kt yg psl dye ckp "knpe"
yg aq tawu..mule psl yg kt hospital..knpe phya x ajk dye..
sbab phya xnk sush kn dye..sbb dye dh bnyk sgt tlong phya..dri sem 1 lgi..
phya klau bleyh xnk sush kn dye..sbb dye dh bnyk sgt tlong phya..srius bnyk..
tlong jgn tduh benda yang phya x buat..phya x penah stalker dye..sumpah..
sbb phya tawu..klau stalker hnye akn skit kn hty sendri..
nak tawu knpe phya xnk face to face ngan dye..sbb phya tkot ngn mulut dye..
n phya tkot phya akan nges dpn phya..phya xnk..
mmg dye kwn trbaek..n phya syg sgt kt dye..sbb dye slalu ad ble phya susah..
ble phya down..dye bgi nasihat n mcm2 lgi..phya xkn pnh lupe wlau ckit pn..
dye leyh slh kn phya klau itu yg bleyh wt dye gembira..
phya xkn melwan..atau kte pape..phya dh x ksah..asl kn dye hppy..
phya tulis nie phya x tawu la dye bce ke x..tp phya nk mntak maaf skali lgi..
mungkin allh telah takdir kan kita tidak akn brkwn lame..i missing u frenz n wil alwys.. :')

kawan yang laen..klau bce blog phya nie..jgn pk phya x ske kwn ngn korng o pape je la..
phya pn igt korng gk..dri yg lme smpai yg bru..klau bleyh phya nk..ble skali berkawan..
smpai ble2 tetap kawan..boleyh kn korng.. :')

phya sgt rindu kan kawan phya..phya minta maaf sgt2 kpde spe2 yg dh mnjaoh kn diri dri phya
maaf..phya x lyh kwan ngn korng..phya bkn yg trbaek tok korg..
MAAF..

story of me part 15.....

hye...halluu...anybody here..hehhee.

k lh..k lh...
meh nk story ckit..dh lme aq x updte blog nie...
korng mst rndu ngn bebelan phya kn...hihi..
kau x rndu pn x pe lah..x pkse pn... :D
ok la..mula2 skali.. 11/11/2012..
adlah last day kteorg di kptm bangi.
tp xde la last mne pn..means..last kteorg...bg sec 5 sem 5..
bersme..lpas nie dh xde ari isnin selase rabu khamis n jumaat sme2 lgi..
lpas nie sume practikal tmpat laen2...sriusly..susah nk jmpe korng sume dh..
then kte ambik mse yg ad..lpas exam 2.kte kuar enjoy for 3 days right..
mmg heaven gle r ble enjoy ngn korng sume..
first day,,iaitu 12/11/2012
kte sme2 g jln kt sunway pyramid kn..snggup sewa krte..
kte g mkn..my ice skating sme2..bdk laki yg main ice skating hakim sorg je..
zizi , syidi , azim tah g mne la dorg time 2..hafiz mmg x ikut..
mse main ice skating..ble igt blek klakar pn ad..
sbb rmai yg jtuh..sbb licin sgt..ngh update blog nie..phya snyum sorg2 ble igt time kt ice skating..hihi
sorry sbb glak..tp mmg 2 kngn yg x dpt dilupe kn lah..
lgi2 time phya , rina , n zty jtuh srentak..sian zty..
dye pling truk..jtuh trhentak..phya ngn rina jtuh trduduk je kot...
rina bnyk kli jtuh..smpai fedup nk main dh..sian dye..sorry rina..phya x rty nk ajr..
phya , rina , zty , tikah , mira , didie , kakcik , lyn , ecah , hakim 



ats nie..gmbr time kt ice skating n almnda..
yg kt almnda 2..kteorg g bli brg tok bbq pde esk hri..mmg kecoh gler r dorg 2..ahahaha
the next day 13/11/2012...
time nie mira xde..cdeyh je..sbb mira x dpt nk ikut..huhu..
tp time nie..hafiz plak yg ikut..pda trikh nie..kteorg pgi bgan lalang..utk brpicnic..
mle2 kteorg g morib tok mkn2..bg mngisi prot yg tgh lapa nk mmpus...
mkn pn time 2 heaven gle..wlaupn mkn biase2..huhu..

dh knyg..snap lgi pic..pas 2 bru kteorg grak g bgan lalang plak..
lpas cek in..sume rest dlm blik...blik dye not bad laa...
sorry la xde gmbr..sbb phya x ambik..huhu..rmai gk r yg trbongkang..
cme phya je x..sbb phya ngh sbok lyn cte keling..hihi..cte keling pn bleyh lah..hihi..
then dlm pkul 4.30..kteorg sume siap2 sbb nk g main kt tpi pntai..
wlaupn x dpt mnd sbb air kotor..kteorg maen bola..bli ice cream..hihi..

pas 2..mlm nye plak kteorg wt bbq..kteorg wt kt depan blik kteorg je..
tp pic time nie x bnyk..sbb gelap..so hakim x dpt nk snap..
mlm bbg 2..hakim wt game..maen teka2...klkar gk time 2..
sbb mcm2 dorg teka..g pn hakim wt soalan plik2...huhu
lgi dye pnye peribahasa...hahaha...ayg yg dibakar..leyh ktekn sume hitam..hahaha..
tp sdp gk ble di mkn..sbb mkn rmai2 kn...mlm 2 ad mcm2 mknan..
tp hotdog x hbis..sbb bnyk sgt..lpas mkn 2..knon nye nk g tepi pntai..
azim siap usung tikar g knon nye nk duduk tepi pntai...tp ap kn daya..pntai 2 trlalu gelap tok di lpak..huhu..



esok hri nye...mse tok kte org sume kmas brg tok pulng..mmg sayu gler hty..
didie r..ske ckp..'weyh ari nie last..x cdeyh ke'..
didie tnye org yg slp..phya nie bkn jnis tnjuk perasaan dpn org..huhu..
sbb malu..hihi..tp sumpah phya cdeyh..nk nges than je..huhu..
tiap perjumpaan pasti akn ad perpisahan...yg 2 mmg telah ditetap kn...
kte x leyh nk ubah..
persahabatan yg kte cipta nie..bia la smpai ke akhir hyat kte..insyaallh...
phya akan sntiasa igt kngn kte bersam..korng pn..jgn la lpe saat kte hppy sme2..cdeyh sme2..
korng slalu bg smngta ble phya down..thank krng.. :')
rina didie kakcik tikah zty mira lyn ecah hakim syidi zizi azim hafiz....
phya akn sntiase merindui korng sume..wlaupn korng sume suke bhan phya..hihi

minak maaf klau phya ad wt slah n silap.. :)
n sorry klau phya pnye story nie x best... 

story of me part 14...

halloo2...ari ie aq igt aq nk cte psl bdk2 klaz aq la.. :)
ari 2 kolej wht Graduation night..
tema nye back to school..mmg rmai la pkai bju skolah...
sume comel2...lagi2 bdk klaz2 aq...
sumpah aq syg korng siot...
nty ble dh hbis bljar..mst kte sling me rindu kn.. :(
lgi ngn bdk2 yg pling rapat ngn aq...
sumpah aq akn rndu dorng... :'(

dlm bnyk2 gmbr..aq pling ske gmbr nie..huhu..
aq pn x tawu knpe..
wlaupn dlm gmbr nie x ckup org..
aq sntiase igt korng.. :D
klau korng x igtaq pn...xpe lah..aq x pkse spe2 tok igt aq pn...
cdeyh x ayt aq..hihi..
baru2 nie..kteorg ad smbut bezday bdk klaz kteorg..
nme dye rina moktar.. :D
dh 20 dh dye..kre aq la yg pling mude dlm klaz..hihi..
mse smbut 2..sume bdk klaz aq ad... :D

dorg sume nie..slalu bg aq smngt ble aq down...
thankz kwn2...
xkn aq lpe smpai ble2... :')
final pn dh nk dekat..so gud luck ye sume...
lpas hbis final kteorg merncng nk g picnik plak..
harap mnjdi la...
2 kngn trakhir kot...
lpas nie x tawu la jmpe lgi ke x..
klai ad jdoh..insyaallh jmpe lgi kn.. :)
dh la..mlaz nk taip pnjng2 dh..huhu..
tata... <3

story of me part 13..

eemmm..hye..aduhh..dh lme x berblogging..
jd kekok plak..huhu..
dri mne nk mula ekk..
bpe ari bln tah..
phya g jumpe monster phya....hehhe
phya g jumpe dye kt batu pahat taw..
tgk..betape syg nye phya kt dye smpai phya snggup g sne.. :)
phya g sne..dye just bwak phya jln2 c2 je..sbb x tawu nk g mne dh..huhu
1 hari ngn dye..wt phya rse hppy gler..
rse cm xnk lpas kn dye pn ad gk..huhu..
sumpah phya syg sgt..sgt..sgt..kt dye.. :)

pic kteorg x bnyk pn...tp ckup la nie tok di jd kn kngn.. <3
mse luang kn mse ngn dye 1 ari 2..
mcm2 cte phya cte kte dye..
dye pn lyn kn je..hehhe..
cye x..mse mule2 jmpe dye..
phya asyk blsah dye je..
sbb geram + rindu <3
tp dye saba je layan kerenah phya..
thankz monster..hehhe :D
nk tawu x..lgi 3 bln..
hbungn kte nie nk msuk dua tahun dh taw..:)
hrap kte dpt kekal kn hbungn nie... <3
really love so much dear... :)

story of me part 12

halluuu..anybody home...
hihi..wait..assalammualaikum..!!
dh lme aq x updte kn..hihi..
bkn pe..sjk dh sem last yg x bpe nk last nie..
aq jd mlaz nk update la...huhu..
sbb serabut..mne x nye..sem nie bnyk ler theory..

dh la aq fail theory nie..huhu..so aq nk kne focus..

2 la sbb dh jrg updte blog..huhu...
sem nie..emm..cm2 hal gk la brlaku..huhu..
aq start cte dri bln pose la..huhu..
bln pose tahun nie..
not bad la..
rse cm skjup sgt pose..huhu..

rye taon nie..aq x bnyk dpt dwet rye..mklum la..dh besar kn..hihi
tp kndg2 ad dpt gk..hihi..
sbb wt muke x malu..mg dpt la cte nye kn.. :p
rye taon nie aq x g brye pn kt umh si snget aq 2..
sbb aq xde mse nk g..huhu..
then aq xde trnsport..
nk harap kn dye..rse nye blom mse mse  kot..

dye pn dtg umah aq last2 minit kot..

sbb aq asyk nges je sb rndu kt dye..huhu..
mne x nye..dri mlm rye smpai la hri sblom dye dtg umh..
aq asyk nges je sbb rndu kt dye..huhu..

tp lpas dye dh dtg n aq dpt tgk muke dye depan2..
n dpn cium tgn dye..aq rse lega n nges2 dh xde dh.. :')
mmg ari dye dtg umh 2 aq hppy gler kot..
mne x nye..dh brbulan kot x jmpe..huhu..
tp..hrap hbungn aq ngn dye akn kekal la..
insyaallh..
klau ad jdoh x kmne kn... :)

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHANDDAMNMUCH <3

story of me part 11...

lets talk about it...
what i talking about..oh noo...
what i want to write in this blog today...
aiiyaaa..dont have any idea la..huhu...

new sem will start soon right...
phya tkot la nk hdapi sem dpn...
seriously...dh la bnyk killer sbjek..huhu..
ya allah pemudah kn la prjlnan phya sem dpan...
aminnnnn...
hrap sem dpn x bnyk dugaan...
sprti mslh cinte phya..pelajaran phya..
phya hrap bia la sem dpn cm sem nie.. :)
harap sem dpn lect x bg sec..
nk plih cm slalu..huhu..
sbb sem last kot...phya nk same2 ngn mmbe2 lme...
nty rindu kt dorg...
zira..hakim..zizi..yg pling rpat ngn aq :D
syg korng lah...
weyh korng...nty jom r g picnik sme2 nk..ajk yg laen2 skali..
last sem kn...hope dpt luang kn mse brsme.. :)

my love...i always love you..
xmau la gduh2 dh...awk jauh tawu x..
x snggup kehilng awk tawu x...
cehh22..jiwang sudah..ahhaha..
tp aq pnye ske la.. :p

story of me part 10..

smlm sgt trkjut and mnyakit kan..ap mksud sume nie..

tp lut ckp dye x tawu pape..ap nie...
klau dye x tawu pape..cm ne minah 2 leyh tawu sume psl lut..
aq tawu la 2 ex dye pn..
aaarrggghhhhhhhhhhh...buntu siot...

dlu aq x rse lemah cm nie pn ble dpt tawu bnde2 nie sume..
tp skunk..aq x tawu knape ngn aq..seriously..
aq x tawu knape.. :(

yes jelous is coming back...

coz i saw he ex girlfriend post something in her wall...
aarggg...yes..i'm jelous..really jelous..hmmm..

before this..phya ada cembur kat rmai pmpuan gk..
xpe xde la rmai sgt..pmpuan2 2 sume ad kaitan ngn dye..
phya leyh g serang dorg..hhuu..jht kn phya...
tp niat phya serang dorg..bkn nk pecah belah kn dorg..
niat phya cume..nk tnye dorg..n nk dorg ckp..
dorg nk kt org yg phya syg 2...
klau dorg nk..phya bg.. :')
actually phya x ske gduh ngn org...
tp keadaan memakse phya jd cm 2.. :(
jht kn phya...
tp mcm kes baru2 nie..phya trnmpk smthing..
phya jlez sgt2..sbb dye bnyk tawu psl si dye..
cdeyh gler kot...phya tawu la 2 ex dye...
tp..tah la..phya jd x beranie nk serang dh..
phya jd lemah gler..
n time 2 phya pk..
klau kli nie btol2 jd cm ap yg jd dlu..
phya nekad nk si dye lpas kn phya.. :')

story of me part 9..

KENAPE LELAKI TAk fAHAM PEREMPUAN..:

Korang tahu tak kenapa asyik perempuan je yang nak kena faham lelaki??

kenapa lelaki susah nak faham perempuan??

kadang-kadang kan bila perempuan ada masalah, 

lelaki selalu tak faham..

bila perempuan bagi alasan untuk sesuatu perkara,

lelaki suka salah faham dengan alasan tersebut..

kadang-kadang bila perempuan sedih,

lelaki suka mendesak untuk ceritakan masalah sebenar.

bila perempuan marah,

lelaki tak akan faham dan dia akan marah perempuan semula..

bila perempuan ikhlas dengan lelaki,

lelaki pula yang selalu curiga..

bila perempuan merajuk,

ada lelaki yang ego dan biarkan.. 

ada juga lelaki yang marah dengan alasan perempuan tersebut macam budak-budak..

bila perempuan diam,

ada lelaki fikir itu tandanya dia menipu..

ada juga lelaki yang curiga..

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kenapa lelaki suka bersikap seperti ini??

kadang-kadang lelaki tak sedar yang perempuan selalu ingin menjaga hatinya...

lelaki suka bersikap kasar dengan perempuan..

walaupun sekeras mana pun perempuan tu,

perempuan tetap perempuan..

memang lumrah setiap perempuan berjiwa sensitif..

mereka tidak boleh dilayan seperti lelaki...

 p/s: just copy n paste je..huhu,,2 la sbb dye jd cm nie... :D

story of me part 8

ok..skit hty..

kdng2 mnyampah pn ad..

pape je la..grrrrrr........

yg pnting bahagia.. :)
tringat ayt mmbe aq nie..
" sye hrap snyuman yg sntiase trukir di bibir awk slme nie xkn ilng "
trharu aq.. :D
dye always romntik..x prnah berubah..still cm dlu..

thankz awk...
awk bnyk bg skong...
insyaallh...
snyum sye xkn penah ilang.. :)
tp snyum 2 akn hilng ble sye ad problem
n
keprcyaan sye hncur..
sye trpk..
knape hbungn sye x cm org laen...
kdng2 rse cm kekasih gelap pn ad..
mcm sye xde dlm senarai..

ble d tegur kne marah..
sye x phm dye ke...
dye yg x phm sye..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
pape je la...
mlaz nk cte pnjng..

kang kne marah lgi..
"SILENCE IS BETTER THAN TALK TOO MUCH"
ske hty org la nk kte kt aq pas nie.. :)

p/s: entry nie bkn brmksud aku x syg kau...aku sntiase syg kau.selagi jntung aku x brhenti..slagi 2 syg aku xkn prnah berhnti..a

story of me part 7..

this's just a crazy shoot of me..hhehe..
sorry..i doesn't have a good camera like u all..hihi..
just use cmera fon..:)









i'm not beautiful like u all..
i just the ungly person n doesnt have nothing..

story of me part 6..

now i want to share about my change in my life...
but not at all i have change it..
i like another girl.

noty,,social..
but my social not too severe..
went i know someone..
i try too change myself to be a good girl..
n suitable to be a wife..( ceh poyo tol ayt :p)
i try to change all..

but i'll do slowly..hehehe..

in this semester break..
when i going out..
i'll wear my hijab..
ap yg aq crite nie..bkn nk mnunjuk atau pape je lah..
tp klau korng nk kte..kte je lah..
coz i found a story in my fb..

korng nmpk x crite nye..hope nmpk la..
ap yg dicrite kn 2 btol..
wlau setruk mne pn laki 2..
ble nk kawen nty..mst dorg akn cri yg btol2 leyh di buat isteri..
n 1 g..



klau nk tggu hidayah n keikhlasan 2 smpai..
mmg lmbt la kn...
tah2 dh mty esk...blom tntu kte dpt sume 2..
klau allh nk trik nyawa kte..ble2 mse dye akn trik kn..
(ceh bajet ustazah plak..)
sorry la klau ad yg mnympah bce..
aq bkn nk bjet bgus..
aq cme mngiakn ap yg btol..huhu
sbb q pn..kdng2 bkn nye btol..kjup pkai..
kjup x..hihi..
tp lpas nie aq nk try pkai slalu la ble kuar.. :D

story of me part 5..

dear hbby..can i say..
plezz dont go..
dont go to batu pahat..
coz that place so far away from me..
i really cant let u go dear.. :(
but who am i to stop u right..
and there no reason  to stop u..

coz i not your wife o smthing else..

hbby..dont ever..ever broke my trust that i given to u ok..
i really love u..
if u want cheat or unfair with me again...
just tell me ok...
n i'll go from your life :)

story of me part 4..

alaaa..mlas la nk speaking2 nie..mlaz nk pk ayt..hewhew :D
mcm nie cte nye..ttbe smlm..
mcm miracle brlaku dlm hdup aq..
sbb..dlu aq gduh ngn adk aq nie...
gduh pn bkn sbb ap..cme hal kcik je..
pas 2 jd la perang dunia kedue kjup..huhu..
aq bkn ap..cmburu aq kuat sgt..huhu..
lgi 1..aq x ske 1 bnde aq tawu sndri...
aq jnis ske tuan pnye bdn bg taw..tu je.. :)
n lgi 1..aq cpt lemah..
ble org ckp "sorry"
tp aq hrap adk aq 2 x brdendam la...
adk..maaf kn akak ye..akak syg adk..

n akak x mngkin bnci ngn org yg akak penah syg.. :D
nie adk chbby aq ye..

smlm aq tgk adk nie asyk cdeyh je...
aq pn tweet la dye blek...
ttbe aq trkjut sbb dye kte "imissyou" kt aq..
perhh..kluar air mte aq..
sbb aq pn rndu kt dye..serius rndu.. :)
adk..akak x mau gduh2 ngn adk dh taw..akak syg adk  <3

ok..td psl adk angkat aq..now aq nk cte psl mmbe2 aq yg noty nie ha..
first skali..niena rosli..entry sblom nie pn aq ad cte psl dye kn..
skunk aq nk cte lgi..hihi..
dye tawu aq ktuk dye nie..comfrm mngamuk minah 2..hahhaa..
jup2 curi pic dye jup la..hahahha

haaa..comel x dye...comel kn...
dye nie noty taw x..nsib jaoh...klau dekat cm nk cubit2 je..
tp..hppy kwn ngn minah nie..ad je bnde dye nk ngusik taw..
dh la kt kolej jrg jmpe..aiiyaaaa...
aq klau ad pape..ske cte kt dye..tp dye nie..
sush plak nk brcerite skunk nie..huhu
tp xpe..kau adlah shabat aq niena..
famous kau msuk blog aq..hihi :p
jgn marah ye yunk

nie lgi sorg..klau kt kolej..kmne je aq pgi mst ad minah nie taw..
dye ckup ske bebel kt aq..klah mak nenek..

sorry ye syg..sbb ktuk ko..hihi...
tp ko dh bnyk bntu aq dlm stdy..aq hrgai gle beb..
g pn ko bnyk tlong aq dlm bnyk perkre taw...
time aq sush ko ad..time aq sng pn ko ad.. :)
mmg aq syg ketat r kt ko..hahahaa..
tp srius..dye nie klau mmbebel..klh mk nenek..hihi.:p
kmne je aq pgi..mst ad minah nie..tp klau aq g toilet dye xde la,..
gle nk dye ad skali..hahahhaa
aq syg ko jugk la weyh.. :D
smlm hakim kte perngai kte sme taw...
then he said..no wonder la kte nie bff.. :)

ehh..kjup..asl ekk..mmbe aq nie..sktakat yg aq ktuk nie la kn..
asl mte korng sepet2 nie..aiiyaaa..
korng ank cine celop eyy..hihi
gurau je k..jgn marah...
klau marah pn...marah kn tnde syg..hihi :p
niena rosli n zira talib..jgn marah kte taw..
syg korng lah..wink...wink... <3

story of me part 3

sometime i was thinking..
who am i for you..?
because of what u love me.?
are you sincere love me..?
can u answer my question..?
i think u can't..
if u can..written here n give your answer..
i'll waiting for your answer ok.. :)
i update this entry 12/6/2012
times 23.23..
you know why i ask u this question..
because i really doubtful with u..
i want 2 trust every words u said to me but..
i doubtful...
n i afraid..when i trust u..u will broke it again..



u know what muhd lutfi..i really love you...
love you so much no metter what..
kdng2 aq terase ngn kau..
tp aku x tawu nk ckp cm ne..
sbb tiap kli aku ckp..
kau msti ckp..
"yela sume slh b"
aku bkn nk kau ckp cm 2..aku cme nk kau phm aq..
2 je..aku slalu pk psl kau..
cm ne nk jge perasaan kau...
btol x apa yg aku wat sume..
everything..before i do something,,,
i'll think u like o not..
aku tawu..kdng2 aku wat bnde yg kau x suke bnyak kli..
tp bende yg aku wat 2..bkn aku sngaje..
n first bnde aku wat,,pas tu kau x ske..
aku try x wat dh bnde 2..
aku sedar..dlm taon nie...
aku bnyak skit kn hty kau..
tp aku try akan ubah..tp kau...mcm x penah nk bg dorongn..
kau cume ckp..
"x pyh la.nty buat lagi"
hmmm...aku penah x ckp cm 2 kt kau...
klau penah..tp aq x igt..sedar kn la aku..
kau pnh wt bnde yg same bnyk kli..
aku cume akn psan je selalu..
"cume xnk bnde yg same brulng"
dh la..mlaz nk ckp pnjng2..
klau ad jodoh x kemne kn..
org ske ckp cm 2 kn..
tp klau x prthan kn sesuatu,,
mmg jodoh 2 xkn ad la kn,, :)

igt x..td aku ada tnye kau..
ap kau pk tiap kli kuar ngn aku..
kau jwb...
"b pk ble nk blek"
trsentap aku tawu x..
hmm..kre slme nie kau kluar ngn aku..
kau x pnh hppy ke..
terase giler..
tp aku x tawu nk bgi tau kau yg aku terase..
lgi pn aku x nk kau bosan ngn aku...
sbb aku ad mmbe...
dh due tahun cple..
ttbe laki 2 ckp dye dh kurng syg ngn mmbe aku 2...
aku tkot jd cm 2..
2 la org kte..
klau terase ke..ap ke..
lbeyh baek diam kn dri je
tp aku tkot..klau aku clp ckp je..
kau akn jd cm 2... :(
dh la kte dok jaoh...
jrng jmpe plak 2.. :'(
aku slalu pk...
mcm ne perasaan aku klau kau tggl kn aku..
lgi2 ble ko tengking aku...
aku takot sgt ble org yg aku syg tengking aku..
sumpah aku takot..
mcm aku nie..dh x pnting dlm hdup dye...
mcm aku nie hina sgt..
ok2..stop snie je la story aku...
kang ad yg rimas plak...
sorry guys.. :)

p/s : aku syg kau sgt2 angry bird..tp aku nk ckp awl2..klau dh x ske aku..o dh ad org laen..just tell me the truth..i'll accept n let u go from my heart..n i'll leave u for person that u love.. :)

story of me part 2

now..what story i want to share with you all..
hhmmm ok la...
lets talk about semester break..
u now wht..i feel so..so..so boring..
coz just stay at home..and do the same thing every day..
really boring..when i want hangout..
i haven't any friends in putrajaya..
all my friends stay far away from me..
hhhhmmm..the boring day always came in my semester break...
evryday i hope..mylove will came front of my house
to take me hangout with him...
but all of that just in my dream.. :(





any..its ok if he not came today..
mybe one day he'll come n forever will hangout with me no matter what.. :)
i'll waiting and always waiting for that days comes true.. :D
i always wish for that.. :)

yesterday..in evening..i have a bad dream...
i dream about someone rape me..
dream up sweating..
i really afraid for that...then i tell 2 my friend..
she said 'when someone dream in evening..the dream will came true'
grrr...make me really afraid with that dream..
then she said..'not too trust about it..'
'just pray and asked to stay away from disaster..'
emmm..dream just game in our sleep right..
i really hope that dream not happen in reality..



and..and...last night i fight with him again..
only coz a small thing..hihi...
then he make this words..



he's said this is call sincerity.. :)
it's cute right..hahahaha...
he always knew how to make me smile.. :)
i know la him fon is android..
can touch2..eleyh..
wait n see la...
after this i will buy new HANDFONE
hohohooho..opsssss..tr over plak..hihi
if got the money..i'll buy it.. :)
hubby..u better watch out ok..hihi...

ok now about my frenz...
hmmm...ap ekkk..
aq x ske la kwn yg cpt putus asa n cpt mngalah...
aq ske brkawan ngn org yg sntiase kuat mnhadapi msalh..
x kre la besa mne pn mslh dye..
for all my friend...
every problem we can settle..
not run for it..
its like u afraid with something...
please dear..
you're my freinds..
dont afraid with anything..
don't let fear control yourselft.. :)

story of me part 1

firstly i want to story about my result..
if all of u want to know..
i not a clever girl like u all..
i just a person dont no anything..
like a new person want to learn how to study..

but if u dont like to read...
just leave this page immediatly ok..
i would't force anyone to read o follow my entry... :)
ok..back 2 my result..i get a good result..
what i stdy n what i effort before this is success..
and i glad with myselft..
what i get..i want show to my parents..
that love can't cause a failure to my study...
and i want my parents know that he is my inspiration..
he never make me down in my study..
for this part..i not dean list...
mybe not my rezeki right...
mybe next time.. :)
what i get now...
i so grateful and feel happy.. :)



hmmm..i want to share my problem with u all..
u not what..in this semseter break..
aq ngn dye jrng gler msj...
bkn sush sbb ap taw..
dye kt umah dye..aq kt umah aq..
dye slalu tggl fon dye kt dlm blik dye..
n aq plak slalu tgl fon aq kt ats..
tp ble aq dh msj ngn dye..
dye mst eply msj lmbt dye...
tp xpe..aq phm...dye khuyuk tgk tv..

smpai x perasan msj...
tp 1 je bnde yg dye ske wt aq terase..
ble dye ckp aq x phm dye...
cm ne aq nk phm dye...
dye x pnh wt aq phm ngn dri dye...
sbb dye bnyk berahsia ngn aq dlm bnyk perkare..
aq tawu..kdng2 aq trlalu over sgt..
n kdng aq risau gk dye rimas ngn aq..
aq jd mcm 2 bkn sbb ap..
cme sbb kteorg jaoh..
sush gle kot nk jumpe



nk berhubung pn ngn fon je..
klau xde fon...mty aq..huhu..
sbb aq dh trlalu syg sgt ngn dye..
klau dye x msj lame..
kdng2 aq rse srbeslah nk msj...
tkot dye marah ke..
kte aq gnggu dye ke...
tkot aq x phm dye ke...
kdng2 nk mle msj ngn dye..
aq pk bnyk kli kot..




hmmm..td aq men komen ngn mmbe dye..
cmnt..pas 2 dye tnye aq..
"ko ngn spe skunk..ngn lut lgi ke"..
aq ckp la.."yup..aq ngn lut lgi"..
the dye ckp..."jge adk aq 2 elok2 taw"..
aq ckp blek.."aq always jge adk dye tu..
tp klau dye nakal cm ne.."
dye ckp.."klau dye nakal..dlm hty dye ttp ad kau..
aq knl kwn aq.."
ting..ting..
adkah ia benar...
aq msih trpk smpai skunk...
klau ap yg mmbe dye ckp 2 btol...
aq brsyukur sgt2...
aq nk sgt hbungn aq ngn dye kekal smpai ble2.. :)

all about....

ok..now lets talk about stingy...
means..i'm not really generous to men or boy..
but only a little bit i became like that for boy...
for girl..i not like that..hehehe..
if not trust about it...
u can ask my bff :)
i dont no why i became like that..huhu
but on the day i hangout with my hbby..
i not stingy with him..i dont no why...
mybe coz i love him so much kot.. :p

last night..i fight witm him again.. :(
only coz a small thing...small thing...hmmm
who can stand if he find fault with blame on me...

who can hold it...
on the begining i can hold it...
then became longer he more accuse me..

why he not ask me first coz what all of this happen..
i'm touching with him words..
for first i know him...
i not to stubborn..
i knew he always say me like that...
but did he know why i became like that.?
he dont..
coz he never ask me about it...
ok..let me say it right now...
i became like this because him mistake...
because he lie to me...
i hate so much people lie..
coz i really trust him..
but he broke it.. :(

then when he knew i really angry with him...
he try to persuade me... :)
he so cute when do like that... <3

he sad about gula2 kapas....
i cant hold it..huhu..
because i like gula2 kapas so much..
first dye ckp psl gle2 kapas 2..aq wt x tawu je...
wt jual mahal la knon...
tp lame2 2...aq dh ok blek ngn dye..
tp x smpai nk mntk maaf kt dye sbb marah dye...
sbb aq trtdo..ngntok sgt..

muhd lutfi..thankz because be my love..
and u always patient with me...
i really appreciate what u have done to me...
u most important person in my life after my family.. :)
yeahh...i really love you..
how can i make dont no with you...
you're my love..
and always be like that...
until my last breath.. <3

date with my hbby

24/5/2012..date ngn hbby aq taw.. <3
ske sgt2  ble dpt jumpe dye...
mklum la..dh brbulan x jmpe...
aq syg gler lah kt dye...
smlm aq kuar ngn dye..
aq g naek train sorg2 taw..prgi blek sorg2..huhu...
tp xpe..demi org trsyg aq snggup redah....
cewahhh...poyo gler ayt aq..hihi :p
ble aq nk blek..tawu plak dye rsau...
2 la ajk trun bngi xnk...kte mlaz r ap la...
aiiyaaaa....
tp xpe lah..aq dh slmy pn smpai...
siap update blog dh nie... :)
haizzzz..first jumpe dh skit kn atie..
geram gler aq..
nsib dye pndai pjuk..
nk tawu x aq jnji ngn dye nk jumpe pkul bpe...
jnji nk gerak pkul 11...
aleh..aleh...pkul 2 lbeyh aq smpai..hihi...
dye smpai dlu dri aq..
tp xlme mne la kn dye tggu aq...
dye smpai stgh jam awl dri aq...huhu..
alaaa..tp bkn slalu dye tggu aq cm 2....kn hbby.. :)
kte org g ts je..x g mne pn..

sbb dye xde dwet nk g tmpat laen.huhu
xpe lah g ts..jln2..tgk wyg..
ilng la rndu aq kejup :)
sdar x sdar..hbungn aq ngn dye...
dh setahun lbeyh rpe nye..huhu..
kte org xde trikh anniversary taw...

so korng jgn la tnye,, :)
yg aq tawu kteorg jd cmnie mse bln 1 kot..
trlpe sudah..huhu...
aq ngn dye x nk declare pape pn..
mlaz..tkot nty asyk cple ptus je..huhu
kteorg xnk cm 2.. :)
hope our relationship will last forever... <3

story board, stdy board

ok...aq dh mmg...mmg..mmgggggg...dh lme gle x updte blog..

sjk parents aq ptong line unifi...

nie sume gara adk aq pnye psl...yg pemalaz nk stdy..grrr...

skit tol atie aq ngn bdk2 nie..haishh..
ok la..pape je lah psl 2..huhu...
firstly aq nk cte psl story board yg ad kt tgkt ats umah sewa aq 2...

sume 2 kje bdk2 umh aq la...
msing2 otk dh sewel kn..hahhaha

sorry la ye..gmbr x terang...sbb time snap pic nie...
rumah ngh xde karen..huhu...
mklum la..dh brbulan x byr bil elktrik..hihi :p

 hahahhahahhaa..
ok brbalek pd story board nie...
kt story board nie..dorg men cmnt ngn bdk2 dlm umh nie jugk...
dh xde kje kn...cm 2 r jd ye..
nie bru skit..
ad bnyk lgi..tp x smpt nk snap..huhu...
hahaha..btw..bdk2 umah aq nie...
mmg sume nonsense gle pig r...

ok..yg story board yg aq bru snap...cerah la ckit kn dri yg ats 2...
perasaan x ianya dh brtmbah..hihi...
klau korg dpt bce..mmg mte korg trbaek lah.. :)
kte dorg..dorg nk bia kn je note2..
bia owner rumah 2 bce smpai esk pgi..hihi..
jht kn kte org...
mummy,,eila,,ecah,,zoro,,dyg,,,
syg korng sgt2 lah.. <3


ok...now psl stdy board aq plak.... :D

kt board nie..aq ske wt note psl asgmnt...
psl date pape je la...
psl ktuk hbby aq pn ad kt c2..hahhaha
tp klau dye bce nie..
bkn nye dye nmpk aq ktuk dye pn... :p
sorry hbby... <3

cdeyh nye... :(

hmmm...tok kli kberape tah...
dye blek cnie..tp x jmpe aq..hmmm...
cdeyh doh...srius cdeyh..cm nk nges je...
nsib baek mlm td ad akak...x jd nk nges..
klau x..dh mcm air trjun dh air mte aq nie..huhuhu
ap leyh wt.dh mmg sush nk jmpe...
tp klau nk jmpe leyh je..kne r pk cre nye...
aq tgk dye cm mlaz je nk pk cre cm ne nk jmpe aq...
asyk aq je nk kne pk..hmmmm..
trse beb...so skunk aq dh mlaz nk pk psl nk jmpe cm ne ke ap ke...
better diam je..bak kte org..silent is better...
2 la sbb..spe yg slalu kuar ngn dye mse dye kt bp 2...
aq akn mngamuk...sbb aq kt cnie x pnh dpt mcm ne yg dorg dpt kt sne..
haiisshhh..one more thing...aq x ske dianggap pemusnah pershabatan org...
ayoyo..pape je lah...

mlm td kuar ngn akak tsya, ila n aidil je..
sgt2 seronok...sbb kne kn aidil yg bngok 2..
hahhaha...
dye nk blek maen game mmg x dpt r sbb bkn dye yg drive...
huahuahuahuaa
mlm td lpas mkn g karaoke...
pas 2 ttbe si ila nie nk g jambatan putrajya plak..
so kteorg pgi la c2...
wink...wink.....

sampai hati kn..

hmm..aq nie x ckup setia ke yg smpai dye leyh wt cm 2 kt aq...

aq skit sgt..asl la aq trnmpk bnde 2..

shitt...!!! hanjing..!!!

cm nk jerit je....!!!
smpai hty kn wt aq cm nie...
dh x nk kt aq ckp r..
jgn nk wt aq cm nie..igt aq nie tnggul kyu ke...

igt aq nie ank ptung ke yg..
igt aq nie smpah ke yg bleyh d buang sesuka hty...

dugaan tol

aq pn x tawu nk update ap dh..
sbb dh xde feeling nk wt blog...
kn final dh nk dekat..

perh serabut seyh...
mcm2 hal tol...

dok umah sewa cm leyh kne skit jiwa je...
klau nk dok umah kt putra..
mcm skit mental plak..
haisshh..
klau sume skit jiwa n mental aq nk dok mne yg leyh tenang..
haisshh....
x kn bwah jambatan plak kn...huhu

haisshh...rse2 aq leyh naek kn x pointer aq sem nie ekk..
rsau la plak...sbb sem nie aq trlalu push sgt...
smpai tension kple otk aq...
kje nk marah org je...
tp klau org marah aq blek...
aq diam je la..sbb mybe slh aq klau dorg marah aq..
aq ad rse angin gk... tp aq thn sbb x nk gduh2..
mmbe2 kn...
aq ckup x ske gduh ngn mmbe2...
klau ad papehal...aq lbeyh ske diam.. :)

klau tiap kli aq update blog je..mst ad psl cnte aq kn..hihi..
nie aq cte psl cnte atie aq plak.. :P
nk ckp awl2 ye..spe x ske bce...
bleh close this page n blah ok..
x pkse spe2 pn tok bce aq pnye story love nie.. =D
smlm..pnye smlm kot...aq asyk kne marah ngn dye je..
haisshh...saba je la...sbb slh aq kn...
nk wt cm ne...aq sdar slh yg aq wt...
so ble dye dh marah aq diam je la....
x kn nk marah blek kn..dh slh sndri... :p

btol x..?
tp klau ble dye ckp psl aq x cye kt dye ke..
mmg aq marah blek la kn..
spe swuh dlu dye hncur kn kpercyaan yg aq dh bg spnuh nye kt dye..
aq nk cye blek kt dye bleyh..tp aq prlu kn mse.. 2 je..
plezz jgn push sgt tok aq prcye blek...
hmmm..btw...aq x pnh pkse dye tok cye kt aq... =)
n aq x prlu kn kprcyaan spe2 ok..

hmm..nk cte psl ap lgi eyy...
haa..aq tawu nk cte psl ap..

emmm...aq rndu dye la...
sumpah rndu gler..hmmm...
tah ble la leyh jmpe... nie yg rse nk nges nie...
uuwwaaaaa..!!!!
nk tawu x knape aq kuat jlez...
klau nk tawu..dlu aq x mcm nie...
aq x rty nk jlez2 nie..
klau nk jlez pn jnis biase2 je...
sbb dorg dpn mte kn...wt pe nk jlez...
nie dye jaoh..jaoh nk mmpus plak 2....
mne aq x kuat jlez...sbb dorg dpt ap yg aq x pnh dpt...
sumpah jlez gler... :(
yg psl kes ari 2..
aq xpnh mntk pape..sbb aq tawu klau aq mntk mmg aq xpnh dpt..
tp ngn bdk 2..rlex n steady je dye bg..wahh!!!..
skit atie beb.. sndri hdup pn sush..
sbok nk tlong org laen...
nk mkn minum pn ter esak2...
ap dye dh ckup hebat sgt ke nk tlong org 2..
nk bia org trharu ngn dye sbb wt cm 2...
haisshhh...skit mental tol aq ngn dye nie
klau dye 2 ank tan sri...
aq x ksah klau dye nk tlong spe2..

n klau dye cte bnde nie dri awl...
mybe aq xkn marah dye...
sbb 2 hak dye nk tlong spe2...
tp ble dh xde..jgn sbok nk mntk tlong org laen plak la kn..
pndai2 la ko hdup..
dh besar kn..umo pn dh msuk puluhan..

tawu nk pk cm ne kn...
hmmm..dye swuh aq kurng kn jlez...
bleyh je klau aq nk kurng kn jlez...
sng je...aq x yh ambk port psl dye..
ap dye wt..dye g mne...
ngn spe...
sume aq x yh ambk port..
dok diam2 je...
wt la hal dye diam2..x yh cte pape..
haaa..cm 2 r cre nye klau nk aq kurngkn jlez :)
sorry klau terase...dye yg swuh aq luah kn kt cnie..
sbb aq dh x leyh nk cte kt mmbe2 baek aq sndri..
jup..nk ckp lgi nie... mmbe aq n ko marah dye..
sbb dye mcm x rty nk mnghargai aq..
dorg tawu ap yg aq snggup wt tok dye...
dorg start bsing2 psl hal kte lpas
dorg dpt tawu dye pnh g mlake ngn tutttt...
start c2 dorg ksian kt aq...
start c2 dorg hlng aq..
dorg tawu ap yg aq wt kt cnie n aq cm ne..
n dorg gk tawu cm ne aq syg kt dye...
klau dye rty hargai aq dri awl mst sume nie xkn jd kn,, :)
ble dye bce nie...aq cmfrm2 dye trse gle..
sorry x brmksud nk skit kn hty dye...

tp aq ske dngr ble dye ckp dye syg sgt kt aq...
sumpah aq ske sgt...
wt aq trsnyum ble bce msj 2...
aq pn syg sgt kt dye.. :)
srius x tpu... :)
sbb aq rse cm di hargai sgt2..
mcm ap yg aq wt slame nie x d sia2 kn..
tp hrap dye x tpu aq la kn..
klau dye tpu aq...hmmmm
sumpah aq akn kecewa gle....
hope we can hold this relationship until end ok dear.. :)